Trials and Tribulations

So, it has been a while since I've updated, which I wish meant that I was just so busy I couldn't find the time to update.  In reality it's more because I haven't felt the need to update because the course has kind of steadied, which makes the title of this post somewhat ironic.  But, what I realized is that these ups and downs are the norm.  I've realized that with this career there are going to be highs, but also a lot of lows.  The past few months have kind of been a low point, basically due to the lack of auditions, mixed with other things.  But today I finally got a compliment that I thought I would never get, and that is all it took to kind of break me out of this little funk.  I know that seems a little superficial and I shouldn't care what people think, but in reality everyone cares a little bit about other people think.  I've decided not to reveal what it was because I kind of want to keep it a little more personal.

Anyways as for the generic info dump on what has been happening in my life, I am writing this after being up for almost 36hrs straight, with about an hour nap in there somewhere.  Basically I just got finished with two open calls, which I normally hate, but these actually seemed pretty good.  I also, have two auditions lined up for next week, so that is good.  I'm just really happy to finally be going out on auditions again.  The month of December was a dry one, so I am happy January has proved a lot more prosperous. 

I am hopefully moving back to day shifts at work, but with a regular schedule, so I will still have weekends off, so I will still have time to go out on auditions.  I'm really excited about just being able to sleep again.  It's going to be glorious. 

Anyways, I'm sorry this post is kind of boring and generic, and probably doesn't make much sense, but my lack of sleep has caused my brain to work on a completely different train of thought.  I'm just happy I was able to string this together.

Cheers